being me

First of all I apparently only blog when I've had something to drink but whatever...
Okay so I haven't had a chance to work on my goals from last time however I have discovered something

I am Shallow...
I feel Entitled...
I am Spoiled...
While I am forced to live in a poverty level for the time being I will always have an upper middle class demeanor...

Used to try to hide this to look like a good little girl... It is part of my personality, my upbringing and me... I'm gonna rock it... One of these days we will rise and I will be the spoiled rich girl I am inside.

My starting point

I'm so sick of being what people want me to be, I am freaking tired of being a doormat who is too afraid to cause waves... I am so sick of not wearing what I want in fear of what others will say. NOT TRYING TO BECOME A BITCH FOR NO REASON... JUST WANT TO STAND UP FOR ME AND OTHERS WITHOUT FEAR... NO MORE BEING SHY AND INVISIBLE

My achievements as of late.

• Letting a women know that being in the general area and being in line were two different things and no way was she cutting in line... if she wanted to be in that spot she should have waited in the line like the rest of us instead of thinking she was exempt from the rules... NO DOORMAT HERE
• Cutting my own hair knowing the possibility of a failed attempt... GONNA ROCK IT... A confidence exercise

My goals.

• Wear red lipstick in public with confidence
• Not being a doormat in conflicts